colourfulmushh

Which one hurts more?  Guess both hurts the same.  Is insecurity a factor too?  Tried building my walls as thick and high The state I end up in is just trusting people How can I just not have any good feelings for people?  Saying goes: Treat others like how you want to be treated But honestly people will just not do the same?  So why should I?  Hurt is pain.  Something I hate to feel.  Hate myself for this.  Please stop expecting. Please stop trusting people so easily.  ❤

I thought I definitely did better today. When night came, the feeling appeared again. I listened to a podcast this afternoon. Sometimes you should just cry it out. It would make you feel better. I did it.  It worked.  But. If it comes back again tomorrow.  Would it work that continously? ❤

I think I am so ded.  I need to get out of it so bad.  I hate that feeling.  With almost nothing and no direction. How can I overcome this.  Can I leave? I want to run away.  I wish it didn't happen. I hoped it was left unknown.  I guess. ❤

Hello there.  You are doing great!  Just believe in yourself.  Everything starts from loving yourself.  Without faith nothing goes on.  Please embrace the sadness  Look forward to positivity 💓