I felt a little better today

I thought I definitely did better today.

When night came, the feeling appeared again.

I listened to a podcast this afternoon.

Sometimes you should just cry it out.

It would make you feel better.

I did it.

It worked.

But. If it comes back again tomorrow.

Would it work that continously?

❤

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